So tonight I'm super bored. Want to go have fun doing something but everybody is caught up with weed and alcohol. And I'm just not that into those substances and if I was going to a drug it would be something good like coke. But it's like an endless cycle.
Mainly what's on my mind is sex and I haven't met any girls since I've been here in florida and have only been laid once by a girlfriend who got all nasty with me so we don't see each other anymore. Plus I live with my mom and don't have my own car. So it's an issue trying to meet a girlfriend or even just a girl to have sex with. I cruise backpage thinking about paying but I don't really want to have to do that. I just don't really have the drive to go out and try to get laid.
Maybe things will change and I will actually have the balls to seek out a girlfriend and what not. Then there's the issue of me having herpes and not wanting to give it to anybody.
I personally think it's bizarre that I've ever had a problem with finding girls considering myself in totality. Q
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