Day 301

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the thought 'i cant do anything about my situation'.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of my landlord and my partner's relationship with each other.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of my demise.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of my partners intentions with me.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the idea that i have to submit to the system in some way in order to survive.

I forgive myself that have accepted and allowed myself to suppress and repress my emotions and feelings so much so that i am inundated with itching on various parts of my body to the extent that this itch becomes so powerful that i have to scratch at all costs.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use drugs to support my own ego instead of using them in moments to support myself in self honesty as needed.

Day 300 - Elon Musk Reiterates Upcoming Need for UBI

https://www.businessinsider.com/elon-musk-universal-basic-income-2017-2

I think one of the sad things about this election is how there can be such a candidate that makes so much sense and he articulates his point of view so well and so convincingly that people still dont get it and just write it off with a predominant excuse that one might take as a reason to not vote for him. I mean all of the reasons to vote for him are all there. Is he perfect? I wouldnt say that but he is a hell of a lot better than anyone running by a longshot. Is what he is proposing going to solve all of our problems all at once? No. But it will lay the foundation for the kind of economic and political dynamics we will need going into 2030 and beyond. This is simply because our society is growing and transforming faster than it ever has. Think about how A.I.'s ability to 'double its computational power' faster all the time, while the computational power of all the worlds computers doubles only every year on schedule? Are we prepared for the onset of rapid changes caused by advancements in technology and artificial intelligence?

I dont think we are even close. Yang said himself that he is runing for president because he doesnt want to wait too long for a similiar candidate to finally run and finally win because by then it might just be too late or at least long overdue while much of the catastrophes that could ensue could have been prevented had we elected him or someone of the like sooner.

Think about it...

Day 299

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to have faith and believe that And re w yang will win the presidential election.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to spread awareness of Andrews Yangs policy proposals along with the math and data that backs them up.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to see that regardless of the mainstream medias treatment of yang as far aa polling and debate appearances and debate talk time that Andrew Yang is indisputably the person best fit for president of the United States by a long shot.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to see,realise, and understand that Andrew Yang is the only presidential candidate that is presenting real solutions that can actually be done where common sense and research shows that they will work.

Day 298

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of starting over and starting anew.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of facing the challenges before me head on.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of being self honest.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of taking action regardless of it being wrong or right.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of doing the wrong thing.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of makong mistakes.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the projection of the fear of failing within and through imagining getting a new job.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of calling people and talking to them on the phone.

I commit myself to take action that is what is best for all.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear doing what is best for all and living that to my utmost potential.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear that what im doing and participating in not actually what is best for all.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be uncertain about every little thing fearing the outflows from each thing and within that believing that im damned if i do and damned if i dont.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of asking my dad for help with money and fear that he will think less of me if i do or that i only call whenever i want money.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of speaking to my dad on the phone worrying that our conversation wont be good if i feel like i have to talk to him when i dont feel like or dont want to.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to procrastinate on calling my dad because of feeling like i need to not take his help and that im too old to ask for his help and take his help.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear that others will judge me if i am being honest with myself in everything i do with them or just being honest with myself in general and within that fearing that the people around me are constantly looking upon me critically and pass judgment.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to see that to get past my fear i have to forgive myself and apply myself to change by facing it and or doing it to no longer fear it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of doing something out of some sort of reprisal or undesirable repercussion from doing such things.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be critical and judge others in my life and in my environment instead of facing that judgment within myself inwardly through writing, self forgiveness, introspection, and self forgiveness, and then applying myself in that context to change.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to see realise and understand that by judging and being critical of others around me then they will return the favor and judge me within the same context or measure as the bible states.

Day 297 - The Manifestation of Equality

US figures On Iran Air Strike

An interesting note about propaganda. In this article the leaders whose commentary on the issue that condones this extreme act of military aggression are presented first whereas the ones that do not are last. This is a subtle bias where no particular opinion is being expressed explicity one way or the other by the author but is rather expressed through the order  of which the author presents the most prominent american political figures opinions on the subject rather than his own thus giving the illusion of journalistic impartiality. This is indicative of a rigged system where a hidden agenda is being carried out whereas the figures that support this agenda will be the 'frontrunners' and those that do not will be 'last'. This is because the orchestrators of the media streams are impartial to the 'rule' that 'self interest trumps all' wherein wherever it serves them, theirs, and their friends it is the honest gospel in their eyes. Thus the streams are manipulated in very specific ways to support these ends. Thus the majority are compelled to agree with what is presented out of fear of being casted out from the herd wherein the herd is honestly so fearful that they will manipulate each other to no end in order for each other to submit to the honest views of a minority few however dishonest it is for the majority to accept such views if they were to be following the rules that the minority follow as their gospel. This is simply because the majority do not have such convictions as the minority do because to have them would be evil. However for the majority to align their self interest collectively together wherein each individuals expression of their own self interest becomes an expression of eachs self interest collectively in equality as what is best for all then the expression of the collective becomes the one by one accumulation of what is best for all manifested. However we do not have that at all. We have a few minorities interest being collectively adhered to one by one and that being lived in reality. Thus the expression of one becomes the expression of all. But this is changing and has already been reversed completely, however we are in the stages of transitioning to its manifestation into reality which is a one by one process breath by breath. All it takes is one to stand up for all of the world to stand up. However for eons of time those that were capable of this were ostracized and eliminated so that their expression would not have a final say in everyone elses. This was all a design implemented and conducted through the mind consciousness system wherein all were trapped within their submission to their minds rather than each other as equals and therefore the final say as the collective expression became inequality. However the seed and essence of life as equality could not be thrown out as this was the only thing that was real in reality. Thus the mind could be programmed in specific ways to deceive the observers into believing that their observation of the mind was real however their life essence still always remained and could not destroyed but only suppressed.

Day 295

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to open up myself to others in my environment.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to shy away from new friendships and relationships.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear the unknown of undiscovered new friendships and relarionships.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the resistance to getting up and going to work everyday.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear and resistance to getting up everyday and finding some way to be productive making small strides towards a particular goal.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of ending an abusive relationship.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i have to put up with an abusive relationship in order to have my physical and emotional desires of sex and loneliness resolved.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear stopping abusing myself others around me and allowing others to abuse me.

I forgive myaelf that i have accepted and alowed others to abuse and believe that i deserve it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to become addicted to the energy that is existent within an abusive relationship to an extent where i become numb to its effects and feel that is normal.

Day 296

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to have faith and believe that And re w yang will win the presidential election.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to spread awareness of Andrews Yangs policy proposals along with the math and data that backs them up.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to see that regardless of the mainstream medias treatment of yang as far aa polling and debate appearances and debate talk time that Andrew Yang is indisputably the person best fit for president of the United States by a long shot.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to see,realise, and understand that Andrew Yang is the only presidential candidate that is presenting real solutions that can actually be done where common sense and research shows that they will work.