Day 278

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for the things i have done, allowed, and participated within that were not of my best self.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for the things i xontinue to do and participate within.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear what may happen to me if i dont change myself to that which is best for all.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear the judgement from others for who i am and what i live in my life.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear others judging me for living an unorthodox or atypical life.

Day 277

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the thought " im not gonna make it out of this one"

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to panic.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of going through an event that i needed to go through as a result of not taking the proper necessary corrective action whenever i needed to to prevent the need to go through the event.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of standing up to my woman friend whenever she tries to run me and tell me what to do.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to deny that for every action there is a reaction.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be petrified of my partner.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to justify everything my woman partner does and always try to please her in fear that she will lose control and do something stupid and then i will feel responsible afterwards.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to see the potential in my created relationships.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to disregard my close intimate relationships.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to avoid, neglect, suppress, or hide from my close intimate relationships.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of telling my partner how i feel without getting emotional , angry, or upset.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of telling my partner the way it is going to be and the truth.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed my partner to dominate me humiliate me and make me feel less than who i really am.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my partner.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear that i cannot trust my partner and that she will lose her temper.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to explore my potential with another in an agreement.

Day 276 Self Trust and Self Confidence

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear and resistance to getting up every morning and going to work whether im getting paid for it or not, not realizing that the money is not the real point but rather the principle and practice of discipline, being accountable to myself, and having the foresight to see and know the value of doing so without necessarily experiencing the benefits off hand.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear and resist going to work each day.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear and resistance to creating, participating in, and engaging with a social life, seeking it out, finding it, and engaging with the opportunities presented to me in my life.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the resistance and fear of doing manual labor, creating all kinds of excuses and justifications including fearing what others will think about how i am doing it, fearing how i look while dping it in others' eyes, whether im doing it right or not in others eyes, if i look coordinated doing it or not in others eyes, and if what im doing makes sense in my eyes or others eyes.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to feel confident about the work i do and therefore allow myself to do it with a certain authority as a result of that confidence that i am displayong and exuding within conducting my work or tasks.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to display, represent, exemplify, and exude the confidence i know i have in me within/while doing/completing/working through my tasks of the day or job of the day.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to love myself dearly and care for my well being.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to trust myself with knowing what i need to do and doing it, walking whatever it is with thebfaith that as long as i am trusting myself and being honest with myself, that i can get through anything.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to know that what i am dping is self honest and what is best for all where the knowing comes from a development of self trust and cpnfidence and self faith acquired through diligently applying myself towards self change towards self honesty, wherein the only times my self trust, self confidence, and self faith can waiver or dwindle is in the continued or extended absence of this application towards self change in self honesty.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to have the self trust and self faith that what i am doong is what ia best for all in self honesty.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to trust in myself that i am moving along as needed and that i must practice the things that help to facilitate this self trust as a knowing inside me to grow and grow so that it becomes a living embodiment within me and as me and becomes large or full enough to not dwindle or disappear to indesirable levels when and as the occurrence of falling or straying away from these practices has taken ahold of me by virtue of my own self negligence, the impulses of the system along with my propensity to be influenced by them, or both in combination, understanding as well that these things these fallings can occur in manageavle ways or can almost or completely be avoided through sticking to these practices and rituals consistently and self honestly.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize, and understand the value of these rituals and practices in the short term, the long term, and in the moment of doing so such as speaking self forgiveness out loud.

Day 275

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear and resistance towards self forgiveness, spoken out loud with authority in seriousness.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear and resistance towards applying myself to what is best for all.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of how others perceive me or how they think about me or what they might be forming or have formed as opinions and judgements towards me and through that fear actually create the scenarios through which my fear would be justified.

Day 274

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of telling the truth when it is necessary and best for all to do so.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to see and take advantage of solutions that are presented to me in my reality at the moment.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to be honest with myself in all that i do and speak of with my close personal relationships.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to see and implement solutions that are best for all within my close personal relationships and with my intimate partners.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to be intimately honest with myself within and as who i am within and around my close personal relationships.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to stand as the point of change within and as my environment and face the people in it.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to have the courage and the will to speak up to abuse and the people in my close environment.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to give in to temptations that i know are not good for me, the people in my life, and for all in general.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to give myself the courage, the strength, and the will to do or say what must be done or said as that which is best for all life.

Day 273

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of working full time.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of getting up early and going to work on time.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of doing things / tasks around the house.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of starting a new job near my house.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of stepping outside of my comfort zone and changing my circumstances.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of being a manager.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of reinventing myself and my life.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of doing what is right, what is best, or what is self honest.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to enstill confidence in myself and my abilities.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to give myself the right to direct things in my life and within my personal relationships.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to see opportunities, solutions, and chances to direct my reality, make changes in my life, and make a difference in mine and others lives.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to be able to see and take advantage of opportunities that present themselves that make a difference in mine and others lives.

Day 272

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to flow with the expression of a woman in real time without fear and hesitations.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i can only be satisfied through attaining the image projections of women that i have always desired and that to attain this in a relationship is the holy grail of relationships.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to give myself the credit to not feel remorse and regret after an interaction knowing that i expressed myself in the moment without trying to control the outcome.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as less than whenever i have stifled an opportunity i wanted to remain open and instead seemingly closed it very quickly.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of talking with new females and to be attracted to them.

Day 270

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to see realise and understand the dynamic behind how winners are able to win in the money system and how losers stay losers.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of being a loser or always remaining a loser through not understanding how to win, being trapped in a losers mentality by default or by necessity, and/or by the people i surround myself with the same mentality.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to doubt my ability to win in the money system.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my sole purpose in this reality is to win in the money system.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to have faith that what is best is yet to come.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to have the faith in myself in my potential and destiny that i may be a part of the new paradigm of the system that is what is best and yet to come.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear what is best.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of doing what is best.