Tuesday, July 7, 2020

day 314

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of future conflicts in the U.S. 
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of doing what is best for all.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of having nothing to live for or be a part of that is worthwhile and :good for all.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of my own tendencies towards self abuse and self destruction.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of telling others what I expect of them and from them.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hate myself, who I am, and what I stand for. 
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought 'I hate my life, I just want to die'.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the though ' life sucks and ill never get out of this predicament'.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought 'this life sucks'.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the consequences for my actions as what I have accepted and allowed within and as me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the uncertainty in my mind/body.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of the mystery or unknown in life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of interacting and talking with my neighbors.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be shy and reserved and fearful towards women.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of being cast out by my family, my peers, and society at large and the universe. 

Saturday, July 4, 2020

Day 313

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of the future conflicts in the United States.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of doing what is best for all. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of having nothing to live for or be a part of that is worthwhile and good for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of my own tendencies towards self abuse and self destruction. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of telling others what i expect of them and from them.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of changing my starting point from purely self interest to what is best for all.