Human Nature: Nature or Programmed Part 1

I was writing a post on facebook about human nature and human self-interest. Essentially I am debating the point that 'human nature' is some existential real entity. In the sense that when I hear the word 'nature' I think of it as in the base concept - base behavior - base everything about a person. Implying that this was how it was before you were born and nothing at all in any way could have stopped it from occurring that this person was going to lets say rape or kill somebody. Nature as in its in your 'base nature' implies that nothing could have prevented your life or everybody's lives as they are today.

So what is the real point or problem is that we exist as human nature as our endeavor is based on a program very specific designed to make a few money - and if you go deeper it was part of these elite people's 'divine' plan to save humanity or save something - as in it was 'god's will' and they are taking 'god's will' into their own hands - ultimately creating a world that is not what is best for all in a way - thinking that they are actually creating a world that is best for all.

So they programmed in many things - well for one you did not have money unconditional support from anybody when you were born - that was all based on how your parents - whether they had money or not. So ultimately the big key was to trap everybody into the system as basically struggling to survive - no unconditional support in the form of money just magically there because you're a human and humans need money to live. So essentially you had to give your life to the system or else you were not human you were cast out - nothing would have occurred if you did not submit in some form or another to the system - because you are the system.

Then you have the point of choice - and choosing what is best for all within a system of severe limitation or not - and this choice was indicative of who you are - not your 'nature'. You would be flooded for example with marketing techniques to get you to buy things you don't need - and essentially everytime you buy something you don't need it was a form of submission.

Now what was the only thing that could break humans from their pre-programmed manipulated structured paths was to wreak havoc on their individual psyche - a form of severe mental breakdown - relationship breakdown - everything collapsing. These events are actually threats to the system - because it makes you reconsider everything of who you are - are you your mind - thoughts - beliefs - ideas - religions - or are you a real being.

In my next post I will delve more into the point of human nature - and how prevention is the best method to avoid a world of chaos.

Evil as Live

As I began to study desteni one of the interesting things /abilities or awareness points or whatever you want to call it was studying words - now specifically the various combinations of letters within words that if switched around can spell out another word - and it makes sense to me that this rearrangement or respelling of a word to form another word or new word is relevant within the context of that words entire meaning or context within how it relates to the mind. So what I am saying is that I saw that if there was another word within a word rearranged then that expression or vibration much be just as alive as the normal spelling - because those letters to form that different word is there.

Now one of the most interesting cases of this phenomenon if you want to call it that is the word Evil. The word evil turned around or spelled from the last letter to the first is the word Live. Now I have heard Bernard say that this is why Evil is Live spelled backwards - meaning what I got out of what he was saying and I don't recall the exact words he used but essentially he was implying that the Evil of the mind is cured by Living. So this goes back to the idea that like cures like - so like Evil and Live are the one in the same - and I guess that means nobody sees they are evil until they decide to live for real. Or another way to see it is the expression of a word signature of the word also holds the key to its correction living in a way that is best for all. So if you live in your head - you are Evil - if you live in the reality you are Live or A Live.

Anyways interesting stuff.

I commit myself to stop my thoughts and live life to the maximum realist potential.

My feelings

Today has been filled with grief. I feel heartbroken. My best mentor/friend died yesterday. It keeps coming in waves and I will start tearing every time I think about him and all the things he has done for the world. Idk what else to say. I really cared.   I keep thinking "why did you have to die?". He said that he wouldn't be a part of the new system the new world - so I guess I knew that sometime he would die. I love you Bernard I know you. 

I never met Bernard personally in the flesh but he has been a great mentor and overall fucking cool dude to have the pleasure to be acquainted with and chatt with even if it was just online. Plus I know he is he is a good man - I know this by what he puts in writing how he helps me know when I am doing the right thing. He has been an excellent guy all around. Fuck u if you don't agree because you'll eventually see he's the fucking world around you. He's a stand up guy I will definitely miss his damn blogs coming into my email each day. Lol! He's always looking out for me.

Wholesaling Real estate

I want to learn how to be a wholesaler in real estate. If there Is anybody that can show me how to do it that wants to help me out then let's connect on Facebook. 

My brother has done real estate and has been quite successful so far and has even created his own business mentoring. Problem for me is I don't have the kind of cash to pay for mentoring. I need somebody that can show me the ropes without an initial price and then we can potentially split the profits 50/50 on my first deal. Sound good? 

Basic income

One of the things we like to say whenever somebody brings up basic income is well if everybody had enough money then nobody would work. I have a rebuttle. If everybody had enough money to basically live meaning not in any kind of luxury but enough to be considered out of poverty then this would free us to do the things that we truly enjoy. I have been following a real estate mentor by the name of Tim Taylor. He said that when he finally made enough money to live comfortably without fear or worry he said that he got to the point where he said "is this all life is"? Vacationing on the most luxurious beaches across the world he hit a point where it just didn't feel like "life". He said "is this what life really is?". He asked himself "is vacationing in the greatest beaches and "doing nothing" all life is? So he hit a point where he wanted to duplicate his success in real estate - it was his calling to teach people the ins and outs of real estate so that other people could experience the freedom that he was experiencing.

So my point is that you can have all the money in the world or even just your basic income guaranteed without having to work and you will come to that point where it will arise within you that you were meant for something greater. 

This could mean that you want to produce music. You want to paint. You want to build homes. You want to design homes. 

Fruit is awesome

I was eating a banana and it was one of those things like "what am I missing?". I could go to the store and buy all these things I don't really need like cigarettes, coffee, diet soda, and donuts but there was something that 'stuck out' about the few pieces of fruit sitting in the small basket at the gas station convenience store. So I picked up the fruit and knew that was something I really needed. So I ate the fruit before I dug into any donuts or cracked open my diet soda and viala it was like awesome. I felt normal again as before I was sleeping a lot and earlier my eyes were bloodshot like I had smoked a pound of weed. I sort of felt like i was withering away before. Now I feel renewed. Then I started thinking about what might happen to us humans when the bees have all disappeared if they decide to disappear and there is no fruit left? Well the first thing that came to mind was utter and almost complete disaster for most. Fruit is the lifeblood of human health. Please bees don't go away. On just this day it has made every difference to me so that must mean it is good and that we should keep it around for as long as possible. 

Then I started thinking about how when I wrote this I was only considering myself and not what is best for all. Are we the reason the bees are disappearing or is it their directive principle coming forth? If it was their directive principle coming forth I was thinking 'what good could come of that?'. Surely fruit is best for all so why then are the bees disappearing? Which would then send us into a down spiral of shitty health? Well I guess we will still have beans and nuts and grains for bread. 

Is this the bees way of saying 'we will not support the human race' if so wouldn't that be shitty? Is this because we have not respected the animal kingdom and nature as one with ourselves? If so then how should we go about doing that? I would say we would have to start respecting each other, ourselves first and that would start with implementing a basic income. It says we respect each other as life as fellow creatures of earth and that we wouldn't want you to starves or to suffer just because the system hasn't rewarded you like it has rewarded the millionaires. 

I think that a basic income would be a start towards changing the way we are treating each other because then our dignity is in action as real money going to real people who really need it bad so that they can focus on being the best person they can be besides always worrying about money and how they are going to pay the bills. Am I right?  I think I am and I think this should be a part of everyday life - equal money for all would be the ultimate paradigm shifter though. But I think we need a basic income to transition to that level of global awareness. 

That's communism!

You're an ignoramus because you think communism is bad or doesn't work. You are right it doesn't work for you. You would rather have all the goods to yourself if only you had that one shot that one chance of getting all the goods to yourself. Bogus bullshit because the chances are virtually nihl.

So why don't you just consider something that will actually work for you and everybody as an equal chance as everybody gets the same amount of goods each week ?

What am I doing ?

I know that the feelings I have are an illusion or do I? Do I know anything?

I feel like my life is minimal .

What am I doing here?!

I get so pissed off . But why?
Why am I always so pissed off?

I hate everything I experience, I disdain the feelings themselves but they feel 'good' . It feels 'good' to charge the systems in my body. I don't have a clue what is really going on, or do I? I know that the mind has created hell on earth. That's great.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the thought ' the mind is greater than me'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought ' I don't like the mind'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought ' the mind is greater than who I am'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought ' the mind is bullshit'.

I know the mind is a system of excuses for not taking self responsibility for the world and or I guess more importantly the world as a whole?

I don't have a clue.

I am experiencing fear of going to the movies with somebody? I never planned on going to the movies with anybody well I sort of did an while back but we never went and we were not planning on it today or this weekend or anytime soon. So maybe we should go to the movies or something.

Anyways I want to let the past be the past am start anew. I want to start a new life and start really getting to know what tibia to live and get to know somebody?

I forgive myself for that I have accepted and allowed the thought I am useless.

Elitism is a form of Terrorism

When September 11 happened it 'shocked' the United States and maybe the rest of the world - or maybe the rest of the world quietly said 'they had it coming'. Regardless it happened and people were shocked they said 'how could this happen' - 'so many innocent men and women were killed - families were destroyed'.

What we don't see is how we are creating mass murder through our current system - how the haves ignore or even don't hear or know about the existence of the have nots - everybody hears that their are starving people - but we generally don't know to what extent - and we don't ask ourselves WHY.

Is capitalism really a form of benevolence that allows humans to live in a better world? If it was so great then why would anybody starve?

The comparison of elitism and terrorism is true because the haves don't do anything about the existence of have nots. Instead of just charities and small band aids to our overall disease - which is similar to how our medical system operates - band aids applied to diseases which could be prevented in the first place or truly healed - while deliberately distributing nearly worthless drugs that do not prevent but only seek to minimize the symptoms.

Notice how charity is almost like a band aid - yes it will severely impact the lives that it reaches but it doesn't have any lasting change as to the condition of poverty as a whole.

So we as the elite are applying band aids to the problems of starvation and inequality - instead of rearranging the core foundation of our system into one that is the example of what would breed and create benevolence as a living reality for all.

Healthcare Is Not a Marketplace

I was watching the show The Last Word with Lawrence O'Donnell on tv. The point of healthcare and the healthcare system in America was the general topic. One of the guests mentioned that healthcare and 'buying' healthcare isn't a luxury like going to a store to buy a television - which is basic common sense - so therefore healthcare is not a 'luxury' in the sense that people don't go to the hospital to buy anything luxurious(excluding cosmetic plastic surgery)- hence it is a basic human right and need.

Healthcare is something we need which puts many normal people in the position of having to bare high out of pocket costs to get even basic checkups done - and many insurance companies now require that you pay a certain amount out of pocket until your benefits start to kick in - be it 1000 or 2000 dollars worth of costs. I had to face this point recently because the insurance I am under has a policy that you must pay your healthcare costs out of pocket up to 2000 dollars and after that they will start to pay - where you will then only have to co-pay. This puts people in the position of having to pay out of pocket costs which many people if not most cannot afford - on my policy after the 2000 - there is a 250 dollar co-pay for a visit to the emergency room. Its such a basic important upkeep of one's health to go to an E.R. when needed and to receive regular tests/analysis of your blood but it is almost like going to a store to buy something expensive - because healthcare is really expensive - that is why it is reported as the #1 cause of bankruptcy in the United States. 250 U.S. dollars is like an entire months worth of groceries.

In Capitalism - Capitalists argue that the 'free market' creates a more competitive environment for healthcare - which supposedly leads to places like the United States to create 'the best healthcare in the world'. But is it really the best healthcare in the world? Do these hospitals and drug companies really spend that much money on their operating costs/building costs to charge an arm and a leg just to go to the emergency room for a bad case of bronchitis or to get a necessary blood test for some other ailment? Are the health insurance companies and the doctors really focused on preventing disease instead of just treating the disease? If the healthcare is so 'good' why is it leading to the unraveling of somebody's entire net-worth or making them file for bankruptcy?

If you watch some shows on TV and I have heard many cases that exemplify this - whenever somebody is sick or gets severely hurt - their stay - which is necessary by all means especially in the case of physical injuries - tends to rack up a bill so large that they would probably never be able to pay it off if they worked all their life with the salary they make. It is staggering the kinds of costs a disease such as cancer and the treatment thereof can accrue - I've heard of 500,000 dollar bills up to 1,000,000 dollars worth of hospital and treatment costs.

The costs of healthcare are staggering and yet the United States which has been deemed by some to have 'the best healthcare in the world' has the highest rates of heart disease and obesity - obviously exemplifying that we don't have the best healthcare in the world - when the evidence of the basic health of a nation is the standard to which to measure their healthcare system.

Healthcare has been deemed a marketplace by capitalists - where the drive to make more money outweighs all other considerations of good-will. So capitalists see the ailment as a way to exploit the human body for a profit - "who cares - I don't have to take that drug - so I will be fine". That is what goes through the minds of many capitalists that exploit the human for profit - "if its not me I will be fine - as long as I am making the money I will be fine".

Which is a sad state of affairs that people could actually know the harm of the drugs that are prescribed and still be willing to harm for their personal gain.

But the truth is healthcare Should Not be a marketplace - but as far as mainstream capitalist consumerism healthcare - that is exactly what it is - a means to exploit others for individual personal gain.

" i don't know what to do" character

I have this experience of "I don't know what to do" a lot. This is in my everyday experience pretty extensively - I think about how I am going to make enough money in order to be able to pay my own bills. This is the main thing I have worry about - how I am going to pay my bills - and how I am going to be able to stop having to borrow money from my brother all the time.

I think about when I will be able to pay my own bills - will I be scraping by - or will it happen whenever I am making decent money where I maybe even have more money left over to spend on things like clothes and household stuff and what not - I also imagine that when I have money I would have a nice apartment and drive a nice car - or maybe a different car. Whenever I imagine that I am making good money it's always like seemingly in the 4000 a month range. Maybe one of these days I will find a good job or start a new career. I set a goal to be a real estate agent. It costs about 1000 dollars for all the schooling and the license application fee. I have had my mind on this in the past but now I have just now come back to it as a career idea at least so I can start to make some decent living. But would this hinder from pursuing other more important interests? I've though about studying homeopathic medicine and becoming a homeopathic doctor. I don't know what the schooling is like for that - how much it costs - where I can get the schooling - and how much time in school before I would have my own practice. It seems interesting to me because I have learned through desteni that homeopathy is the avenue for which the body heals itself from ailments - I have never practically personally used homeopathy for any sort of ailment or condition like anxiety or depression so I have no personal experience with the medicine. But the principle of 'like cures like' makes sense to me even though I have never used homeopathy. I would need to research this as a career opportunity and to see what it would cost where and how long it would require for schooling.

This would go along the lines of a career that I would feel as though I would really be helping people through healing in a natural way but I would need to research it more extensively before I would start the schooling.

I have also extensively thought about becoming a lawyer or studying law going to law school. One of the things that comes up in my thoughts whenever I so start to think about becoming a lawyer or just studying law is 'what if I don't make it' - 'what if I can't keep up with the course study'? So these thoughts are one of those things that would hinder me from doing something based on fear of 'not getting in' 'not having enough money' and 'not having the drive /motivation in order to do well in the course study'. But this drive/motivation fear like 'what if I don't have the drive/motivation to keep up with the course work' is a big fear for me because last year I studied psychology only one class was psychology but the other classes were just basics - I failed a course and that was disappointing to me because it was like 'blahhhh' the entire coursework. I did we'll in the psychology class even though it was fairly straightforward and easy for me - plus it was intriguing and got my curious side brewing - but as far as going to school it was kind of like 'ehh it's alright but I'm not having a shitload of interesting study'. Plus the entire time I didn't have a car and I didn't have very much money and I didn't have any job. Plus I started drinking a lot during the summer after school.

Are you Capitalist, Socialist, Communist...

What is funny about this delusion is that it for one is a delusion as stated. Nobody is a communist or a socialist. To be a communist or a socialist would imply that the world functioned as such. But clearly capitalism is our mode of function.

So we are all capitalists based on how we as a society function. This is to be understood if we are to step beyond the demise of our own beliefs. If we were to live in a communistic or socialistic society then you could call yourself as such. But until that time we are all capitalists.

There is this tendency for people to believe they are what they want to be or what they wish to be when all indicators point to otherwise - which is the 'truth'.

For example people who believe their is such thing as love or goodness are in the same delusion. They want to believe they are and the world as a whole is what they want or wish it to be - the image and likeness of love or what is good - when all indicators point to the opposite.

Sure their is 'good' in this world - you can see that when you walk outside - how the trees, nature greet you in their embrace. But this 'good' is still subject to the image of the dominant species on earth which is the human - and look at how humans behave.

So love as an idea will never solve the issues of this world. It will only prolong as it is a pile of shit wrapped up with a bow and presented as a solution. And when you receive this gift you understand when you get through the wrapping that it is shit.

There must be physical practical solutions which take on the heart of humans delusion. Because these same delusions are what creates the world of today - inequality - immense suffering - demon possessions - all are born of delusion - and the delusions are compounding each day.

So if you wanted to be a socialist or a communist you would have to create that very system - and when you present what you want to be as a solution - you have missed the point - because you are the solution - yourself.

Male + Sexual Suppression = Rape

Lets look at the recent cases of rape that I have seen across the news - one was a woman in India who was gang-raped by many Indian men - another being a case in South Africa where two men raped and killed a woman who was with her boyfriend - and another being a sexual assault/rape case of two men against a woman in Ohio just recently.

Uhhmm sex seems to be a very large problem. We have a generation of people taught brainwashed into stifling sexuality - which doesn't work - so it leads to consumption of porn and masturbation as a substitute.

So little boys are now watching porn to substitute for the lack of sexual expression in their lives. This is a shame. Depending on when you 'started thinking/wanting to have sex' is usually when you will start masturbating as a child.

So let me just outline what is going on right now: 1. Parents don't like the idea of their children or children in general having sex - so what is done is prevention at all costs 2. Sex in itself is a basic human need - research Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs and you will see that it is so - interesting to also note that sex is one of the basic needs to reach the "higher" levels of human satisfaction/accomplishment - which are also deemed basic human needs as well.

As a result of stifling and downright inhibiting from a parental supervision perspective a basic human need we now have a generation of people completely stifled in their own sexual expression - meaning they are also completely stifled in their entire mental/physical expression - as a being entirely completely stifled.

So this is the cause of rape in my view - meaning why would anybody want to rape or have to rape if they were having sex regularly with a partner? I don't think that they would. Generally my feeling is that rape is a possession - complete demon possession - not an individual with intentions to do harm to "teach somebody a lesson" - I'm not saying that is forward thinking - actually that is the complete opposite description of this type of behavior - but you get the point - its not somebody deliberately terrorizing somebody just because 'they can' - it has starting points which are routed in societie's deliberate denial of our sexual needs as human beings. You can see this in religion where sex is seen as sin and therefore should be avoided only if one is to get married - Ha! and you can't get married in places like the united states until you are older. So religion is a big culprit in this society of denying that humans need sex in order to achieve anything.

Wishful Thinking - Be careful what you wish for

Be careful what you wish upon another because these same experiences could land on your doorstep. This is the key - being honest with yourself about who you are as what you would like to have for yourself as well as other people. So be careful about your wishes for another because this could reach and happen to you. Being honest with one's self starts with finding your actual well-being. Instead of using/abusing yourself for a fleeting second of momentary bliss - you can actually find how this moment of bliss may be self-deceiving and therefore not what is best for you. Moments of bliss are not always the best ways to go about creating actual well-being. One can see this even in these moments of bliss such as listening to music or smoking a cigarette - it is nice while it lasts but the high wears off - and you are not any better than you were before - just a momentary bliss happened - so actual well-being can be created through long term delayed satisfaction - doing what it takes to find actual well-being - and you will find that when your well-being is not so good you will have nasty thoughts, judgments, etc.. towards everything.

How does finding actual well-being and your wishes upon others go hand in hand? Well when you are so unhappy internally you will externally(well internally) create the wishes upon others that will reflect what you are experiencing inside yourself(so if you are unhappy you may create the wish for others to be unhappy as well). So this is in essence self-defeating because you are creating a heap of shit within yourself for the purposes of your own mind's pleasure which is doom and annihilation of yourself - because you are allowing the mind to reign supreme instead of taking your power back and directing you to find you in actual well-being.

So lets find actual well-being within and inside ourselves first because this will lead to something great within and without. Principles help you decide what is best because in principle nothing stops you from taking your self-honesty to the extreme - meaning you decide when to allow self-dishonesty and when not to - so self-honesty is linked to well-being - and you must decide.

Money=God and There is a God on every dollar bill

Yes Money=God as God is entrusted with the powers of giving and receiving. God is that which has been deemed ultimate, almighty and forever lasting. Can you as money live without God? God seems to be the one with the power but are we actually entrusting our faith into a legal fiction? How has it come to this point? Do we value life - or do we value money? Are we all gods in our own wright? What is the wright of which we live?

If there is no god - there must be some sort of explanation? Are we all gods? What is it that has given our sustenance - our liveability - our breath? Is it money or god? Money must have been the source point for all of creation. If we are money then what are we as gods? If we are that which sustains this society then we are the main persons of interest in this game of money. Is money the only sustainable thing to exist? We must have some sort of knowledge within the process of which money was created out of thin air and posed as the means and source of all faith. Is it money or God that rules who goes - who receives - who can rule out others? It is the money machine that is creating the mass of suffering within this world society/system. It is the money machine which brings all that is here together into a symbiotic relationship of give and you shall receive - as give your life to money - and you shall receive your life itself. This is not the foundation of any real logical mathematical certainty that your life can be sustained. What if your genes say directly - I do not give - I will not receive - I will not make money - as I do not know how - as my genes imply the separation of me from society/money/god as the system itself - then your life your plan was already pre-planned - you will go about in no way operating/functioning according to God/Money as this is your fate by the will of your genes - then you have no say - and no megaphones to amplify your absolute position of being disregarded/neglected by the will of God as society as the ones who bear the cross of Jesus on their necks - who say all is good in the kingdom of God when the God as the system of Society has imposed its disgrace onto the ones with no money - the ones with no say - the ones with little to say for they have been condemned to life without paroll - damned.

Is it so hard to see which has united humans into an utter absolute disregard for the sanctity of that which sustains - life as the real value - life as the true value? Are we money gods or is money god which we have hopped onto some rollercoaster ride to the top as freedom/happiness? What is the real value of this life? Is it money or is it god? If god is that which forgives then why hasn't he/she forgiven the nature of the human machine itself?

If we all stand as one to stop money from ruining our entire existence - then we will stand up for a solution to that which is sustainable and good.

Without a new sense of urgency will we find our way across the promised land? If we were all rich with money then all that which is good will have been kept. Keep that which is good - and you shall see the kingdom of heaven as a world of good itself - this must be done for the truth shall set you free - when this truth has barred you from submitting to the mind as a societal attitude of intolerance/abuse/neglect of those that live without the money gene - those without any other potential but to stay within the confines of the abusive/neglectful box that they have been born into - so consider the reason for that which has taken place within society - a money system - god paradigm where your worth - your value is based upon money alone - and this value is received on the pre-requirement that you must be a good slave to the mind as energy as money in order for you to remain satisfied - worthy/content - when there is one billion without shelter and there is a fridge in your kitchen - and you have many flushing toilets and many/most do not. So consider that when you buy into a system of money as the only value that you have - you will only ever be as good as the money that which you have in your pocket - and this has been deemed your worth - your value due to the absolute enslavement of your own life into blind submission to the fate of attaining that which is good and whole as your own mind personality/idea of yourself - your are just an idea - nothing more - nothing less.