Day 198

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought "money is the root of all evil".

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought "money is hard to make".

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought "the pursuit of money is basically evil".

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought "the love of money is the root of all evil".

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought "it is hard without money".

Day 197

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to hold onto limitations.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto my limitations, fears, and insecurities.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to put doubt in places where it is not due.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I have a choice of whether or not I choose what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of hurting people or being hurt by people close to me. 

Day 196

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of Lisa leaving me or hiding things from me.

I forgive myself that have accepted and allowed the fear of making it Work with Lisa.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of ending up all alone.

I forgive myself that have accepted and allowed the fear of being alone forever.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of losing my best friend in Lisa.

I forgive myself that have accepted and allowed the fear of not having anybody there for me.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of creating agreements according to what is best for all life.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of promoting myself and what is best for all life.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of working a business, hiring employees, and focusing on gaining new clients.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of focus in on business as y means for income and self expansion rather than being an employee.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of business as a means for income and self development.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of of starting and running a new business.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of failing in business.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear that business will not be what I hope or think it is going to be or that i will lose my drive or motivation and as a result fail.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear that I will never succeed in business.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear that business will not hieldba good life.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to see realise and understand that business can yieldbmuch more in terms of finance than any job will ever yield.

I forgive myself that have accepted and allowed the fear of not posting blogs and the consequences thereof.

I forgive myself that have accepted and allowed the fear of missing a blog and not writing consecutive days in a row.

I forgive myself that have accepted and allowed the fear of not posting my blogs on a daily basis.

I forgive myself that have not accepted and allowed myself to console in writing and speaking self forgiveness out loud.

Day 195

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of doing blogs regularly.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of doing blogs regularly and within that to actually fear changing and seeing the effects that doing regular blogs has on my life, my reality, and my living.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of going back to school to get a degree in something relevant to my goals and purpose on this earth.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of studying law so that I will have greater command of the english language, a thorough understanding of how our laws interact with society and individuals on a personal basis, and to gain more credibility from my peers as an authority on 'legal matters'. 

Day 194

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of going back to the car wash to work.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of focusing on sticking to my goals of creating a world that is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of doing things that might seem hard or that I may not like doing but I have to do it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of doing what is self-honestly best for all in terms of starting a business or going back to school.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of working on my business instead of tending to the business of others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of working for money instead of having money work for me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the belief that money defines me and therefore my route and avenue for going after money defines who I am and what I believe in.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear that I am fearful and thats why I get stuck or feel stuck with employment. 

Day 193

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of meeting new people and talking to them
and getting to know them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of making a mistake in life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of going out of my comfort zones with people.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of writing in my journal and my girlfriend seeing it and judging me for it or about it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of failing in life and having nothing.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of becoming nothing but the mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of not having enough or any money at all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of not having any friends or a life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of leaving the past behind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear letting the past be the past.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of letting go of my family and the comfort I get from my family who only serves to keep me stuck in the past.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of giving up on my mother and my father.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the belief that I need my mother and my father in order to be ok - or that if I didn't have them I would be lost - without support - and without direction - without comfort - without solace.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of letting go of the people in my life that have served and only serve to keep me trapped in the past and not actually benefiting me or letting me reach my full potential in this reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of letting go of my mother since she only serves to keep me trapped in my past - which is a past filled with limitation built over time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of letting go of my past. 

Day 192 - SF on Fear of Business

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of filing for a business entity.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of the statutes regarding businesses in my state of Florida and the fear of missing something or not comprehending something within relevant statutes pertaining to my business.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize, and understand the power of business in terms of making money and creating a long lasting asset to support me over time and through my time on earth.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize, and understand the importance of businesses and the power thereof in my study and pursuit of a more perfect financial literacy.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to use business and the statutes thereof to pursue my goals of becoming the best version of me possible that will create a lasting impact on the world in the pursuit of what is best for all in the principles of equality and oneness.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize, see, and understand the power of the laws being designated to benefit business - not employees - and to realize that the nature of these laws binds me to following that which benefits me in the pursuit and realization of what is best for all life on this earth which involves inevitable entanglement with business as proper means to form sustainable and supportive income while challenging the programming and fears existent surrounding business, the creation thereof, and the fears surrounding money.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed the realization that business is the foundation for all jobs on earth and that to form business is to form jobs whether it be for me or for anybody else.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to use the powers of business as an asset creating strategy to further and facilitate my goals of becoming better, more powerful, more expansive, and better fit to take responsibility for the plight of myself and all on this earth once and for all.