Day 232

I forgive myself that I have accepted and,allowed myself to submit to temptations because its easy to submit when I have created a pattern of it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of stopping myself in moments of decision that have results and consequences.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of making a self honest decision in a moment or moments of decision where that decision has consequences.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of stopping myself from giving into temptation where I know in the moment of decision has an effect and a consequence.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear doing the wrong thing in a moment not realizing that that fear and uncertainty derives from choosing self dishonesty over self honesty over and over.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of reaching back out to people that can be supportive and helpful.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to incessantly worry about others, what others do, and how they feel instead of focusing on myself and within that understanding that focusing on myself results in the best outcome for all even when focusing on myself may entail directing or helping or supporting others in a moment.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of giving into temptation in a moment of decision towards change.