Day 294

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the resistance to getting up and going to work everyday or focus on being productive everyday.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear and resistance to getting up everyday and getting something done that needs to get done.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of ending an abusive relationship.

I forgive myself that i havw accepted and allowed myself to believe that i have to put up with abuse to be ina relationship and have sex.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of stopping abusing myself and others in my environment.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed others to abuse me and believe that i deserve it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the belief that people in my environment have the right to abuse me because of what ive done in the past even when ive done alot to support them with little result.

Day 293

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear the unknown of the world and fear the unknown within doing what i need to do in self honesty to support myself in this reality.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of my own fear of the unknown in the process of anticipating the eventuality of having to walk through it and/or within the process of already walking through it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of the unknown.

Day 292

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of speaking to a woman im interested in with no hidden agendas and with no expectations.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of spontaneous ly speaking to or starting a moment of communication with a woman im interested in.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of letting go of the preconceptions and ideas i have about women in my mind.

Day 291

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to acknowledge my power and my ability to affect great change on a cellular level.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to care about my well being.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to accept and embrace my own potential and myself in general.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to see and realise the power of self forgiveness when written and spoken aloud towards affecting self transformation inside and outside of myself.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed my past relationships and the dynamics set as precedents within those relationships to inhibit me or stop me from taking self responsibility for my life through the diligent application of self forgiveness through the written and spoken word.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame my family and those close to me for me not applying self forgiveness more diligently to further facilitate change in my life and therefore using that blame as an excuse to remain limited within the accumulation of not taking that action and therefore then living the change.