Day 239 - Best For All

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of doing what is best for all in self honesty as oneness and equality lived.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of what is best for all practically.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of taking a stand for myself as what is best for all practically.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of taking a necessary action that is best for all out of fear that I will be missing something or will be ruining the only chance I had disguised as something I felt to be what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of missing out on something in life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear committing and practically walking the commitment to what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of taking chances and taking risks regarding venturing into unchartered waters and venturing into new experiences of myself even though they may seem unorthodox, not picture perfect ideal scenarios conjured in my mind as projections of what I desire as the fulfillment of those pictures, and may only serve a temporary purpose or to provide a temporary bridge to eventually allow the best possible scenarios to come to reality.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of standing my ground and not letting others run all over me, abuse me because its convenient for them at the time, and take their frustrations and anger out on me because its convenient for them at the time because its easier for some to place blame instead of take responsibility for what is best for all or self honest in the moment.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of going against my ready made plans for something that is self honestly best for all even if the realization that it is, is unexpected or spontaneous and not planned.