Day 227

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the belief that i have no self confidence.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the belief that I need things outside of me to be self confident.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the thought "I am no good, useless, and worthless".

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the thought " I can survive homeless".

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the thought " I can become rich from being homeless because I will then push myself to do anything necessary and wint be relying on anybody but myself"

I forgive myself that. I have accepted and allowed the thought "I am not capable of making any money".

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought "exuding self confidence is too hard"

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought " I hate this world and life in general"

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought "this world sucks".

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought " I will not succeed in business".

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought "I hate this financial system and all that goes with it"

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge my abilities, my potential, and character as not good enough to make it in this world and be successful.

I forgive myself that I have accepted anf allowed myself to judge myself as less than and compare myself to others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare my value and the value I offer to the world as less than or greater than others.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am greater than others or less than others based on my level of self confidence and how much money I have.

I forgive myself that I have acceoted and allowed myself to elevate myself into a position of superiority based on the fact that I'm applying self forgiveness believing that that makes me greater than others.

Day 226

Today has been exciting. I found out my investment in a crypto currency has yielded 86 x my intitial investment. Turns out it is quite a bit less than I thought considering I bought it a lot later than I thought I had which it had gone up in price much more than if I had bought it a week or 2 earlier. It still has a lot of potential to go up quite a bit in the next coming months and even years. It might be smart to just let it sit. The same goes for almost all of these crypto because if its like Bitcoin a few years of holding could lead to well over 1000x your initial investment as in the case with Bitcoin. But if you had bought bitcoin back in 2010 when it was trading at cents or less than a cent then you could have made 237000 x your initial investment if you then sold at its highest mark yet at $20,000.