day 314

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of future conflicts in the U.S. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of doing what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of having nothing to live for or be a part of that is worthwhile and :good for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of my own tendencies towards self abuse and self destruction.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of telling others what I expect of them and from them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hate myself, who I am, and what I stand for. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought 'I hate my life, I just want to die'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the though ' life sucks and ill never get out of this predicament'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought 'this life sucks'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the consequences for my actions as what I have accepted and allowed within and as me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the uncertainty in my mind/body.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of the mystery or unknown in life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of interacting and talking with my neighbors.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be shy and reserved and fearful towards women.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of being cast out by my family, my peers, and society at large and the universe.