Evil as Live

As I began to study desteni one of the interesting things /abilities or awareness points or whatever you want to call it was studying words - now specifically the various combinations of letters within words that if switched around can spell out another word - and it makes sense to me that this rearrangement or respelling of a word to form another word or new word is relevant within the context of that words entire meaning or context within how it relates to the mind. So what I am saying is that I saw that if there was another word within a word rearranged then that expression or vibration much be just as alive as the normal spelling - because those letters to form that different word is there.

Now one of the most interesting cases of this phenomenon if you want to call it that is the word Evil. The word evil turned around or spelled from the last letter to the first is the word Live. Now I have heard Bernard say that this is why Evil is Live spelled backwards - meaning what I got out of what he was saying and I don't recall the exact words he used but essentially he was implying that the Evil of the mind is cured by Living. So this goes back to the idea that like cures like - so like Evil and Live are the one in the same - and I guess that means nobody sees they are evil until they decide to live for real. Or another way to see it is the expression of a word signature of the word also holds the key to its correction living in a way that is best for all. So if you live in your head - you are Evil - if you live in the reality you are Live or A Live.

Anyways interesting stuff.

I commit myself to stop my thoughts and live life to the maximum realist potential.

My feelings

Today has been filled with grief. I feel heartbroken. My best mentor/friend died yesterday. It keeps coming in waves and I will start tearing every time I think about him and all the things he has done for the world. Idk what else to say. I really cared.   I keep thinking "why did you have to die?". He said that he wouldn't be a part of the new system the new world - so I guess I knew that sometime he would die. I love you Bernard I know you. 

I never met Bernard personally in the flesh but he has been a great mentor and overall fucking cool dude to have the pleasure to be acquainted with and chatt with even if it was just online. Plus I know he is he is a good man - I know this by what he puts in writing how he helps me know when I am doing the right thing. He has been an excellent guy all around. Fuck u if you don't agree because you'll eventually see he's the fucking world around you. He's a stand up guy I will definitely miss his damn blogs coming into my email each day. Lol! He's always looking out for me.