Lets again look at the way we are functioning as a collective whole. Lets say there is one and ten chance of humans actually making it out of this reality. What will become of us? Do we have what it takes to take on even our minds as what we have accepted and allowed ourselves to believe we are/ and actually take on ourselves and how we have even come to the point of judging even what it is that we believe to be ourselves? I can't say this for anybody else but I do see that I have a body and that I am here participating within this system. One thing is I do know that physical miracles can take place - it is the physical that produces miracles - not human evolution or human ego or human mind consciousness shammery. The physical can and will act upon our favors if we are to go as far as we think we should go in this life as a mind - but the mind can't let go - the mind can't see that the world is itself. This is all we have - the world - ourselves everything is already here and we can stop to see what needs to be done to make this world a better place. The mind wants to judge the mind wants to say 'this is this - this is that - i know myself'. But do we really? Mind is so expert - I know it all - I've got it figured out - hhmm really? You think you got what it takes to become real? Join Desteni I Process Lite for a real shot of something nice. Yes this society will explode with fever and disease if we don't take on ourselves - our minds - this limited version of ourselves - that we believe to be 'real' - but we haven't taken the chance to forgive - to let go. So let go and forgive because that is going to be the real shit we need - you need. We need a system - to write our own minds out - to let go of our own self-definitions - and realize that we can stop existing within and as the system as our minds - stop going through all of these thoughts, emotions, and feelings and put our lives on the line for something more - something better that would produce more of life - self-honesty - everything that we would actually want for ourselves. This is the key - self-honesty - writing out our thoughts - writing out the system itself - and see that this is limited - not actually going to help you - so this is the world we are living - a world of mind - so lets stop this - create a new world - better and more productive - more beneficial - more everything as everything has/is stifled through thoughts, emotions, and feelings. This is the key - to become self-honest with ourselves to realize our thoughts, emotions, and feelings only create more thoughts, emotions, and feelings. And is this actually what we want to be? Is the mind actually who we are?
This blog is inspired by the sorks of Bernard Poolman and his findings published aithin Desteni.org. The context of this content proceeds his and others at Desteni's findings. I post some of my personal journal writings and self forgiveness as a deliberate act towards self change inside and out.
Thursday, December 20, 2012
Tuesday, December 18, 2012
Why has the world not changed despite good will and good intentions?!?
The world will only change when everyone has actually re-aligned themselves to self-honesty instead of self-justification. There can be as much good will with good intentions as one could imagine but yet the world will still remain the same because good will/good intentions is still in self-interest.
We have to give up our self-interest and re-align ourselves with what is best for all. Good intentions which also could be called good will is only an implied responsibility - where you feel that you are only as responsible for what you intend to do instead of what you actually do.
Good will must be changed to the will of self-honesty as what is best for all - that way no abuse/harm will occur under the intentions of good will. Intention can manifest all sorts of abuse - its like saying that you have the right to stand in ignorance for the outflows/consequences of your actions because your intention was good - when really if your actions are not self-honest to you then you will actually abuse yourself and therefore others as well.
www.equalmoney.org
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We have to give up our self-interest and re-align ourselves with what is best for all. Good intentions which also could be called good will is only an implied responsibility - where you feel that you are only as responsible for what you intend to do instead of what you actually do.
Good will must be changed to the will of self-honesty as what is best for all - that way no abuse/harm will occur under the intentions of good will. Intention can manifest all sorts of abuse - its like saying that you have the right to stand in ignorance for the outflows/consequences of your actions because your intention was good - when really if your actions are not self-honest to you then you will actually abuse yourself and therefore others as well.
www.equalmoney.org
www.desteni.org
http://lite.desteniiprocess.com/
No More School Shootings
Within the establishment of an Equal Money System school shootings will be virtually non-existent. Why? Because in an Equal Money System the world will/could be a much different place than it is today. There would be no wars, violence, and abuse.
Consider the fact that drugs like anti-depressants make you tenfold more depressed and people who act out their thoughts usually are put on these - claiming they have "severe or major depressive disorder". So these antidepressants are actually making shit worse - its compounding the emotions. These disorders should be viewed as societal problems - instead of just excluding individuals - within that exclusion its like saying "this is why the world is the way it is - because of people like him". When this is not taking responsibility for the outflows/consequences of accepting - blindly accepting a system that is designed to coerce into selling your soul to making money. The money system is the primary cause of any and every single thing that happens in this world.
Now lets look at how this person in the recent colorado shooting could have stopped his own actions. First - breathe 4 counts in hold 4 counts - breathe out 4 counts hold 4 counts and just keep doing this- second - look at the way he is interacting with other people - stop/change these interactions in a way that would support his own well being - third find some sort of support through staying with a family member or friend till they could work through some of the thoughts/emotions/angers. Fourth: find a girlfriend as well being is usually directly correlated with intimacy, touch, companionship with females. Fifth: support themselves through trying to forgive specific thoughts that are causing them harm - first through writing then through saying the forgiveness out loud - doesn't have to be in front of someone just somewhere where they are comfortable - and also writing down the specific thoughts he was having and forgiving them - that would defuse the whole concept of what he was about to get into and cause him to take a look at what that means for himself and his life.
So as a society we must take responsibility for the actions of shooters who kill "innocent" women and children - because we as a whole as a society - as a governing body as humanity have actually created this entire incident. So there is no innocence in the system - everybody is responsible even those who these crimes are victims of - that may sound harsh but if you look at how this actually works - anybody is responsible for anything that ever happens/occurs to them - as per requirement of yourself as god - you create everything in essence - so no there may be no direct relation between these people - but these people are in the system/as the system - and have accepted and allowed this system - not implying that they deserve this - but it is an outflow of their acceptances/allowances - just the same as - these people /their children anybody can all of the sudden get shot by anybody at any moment - because in general everybody is mentally instable - and actually insane. And have you wondered about the amount of guns that are available to anybody at any time? Pretty scary. Give up the guns!
Many would claim that suffering is the human condition - declaring this within itself will not change or cannot change is a fallacy. Many say unless the peak of suffering is reached - wherein at this point humans suddenly decide that no more suffering will be allowed - as if saying "we've had enough of this suffering - time to move on to something different" - then change will not happen and I mean thats even if we have the guts to do so after going through immense suffering. Consider this: there is already massive abuse taking place within our society, ecosystems, abuse of animals/plants - that we have not really considered thus far - so suffering/abuse is immense already. And to decide that humanity must go through immense suffering is not logical - consider what you are saying when you say this - that you must go through immense suffering - see its not logical.
see "Blind Spot" documentary for more perspective on blind consumerism/selling your soul to making money
Consider the fact that drugs like anti-depressants make you tenfold more depressed and people who act out their thoughts usually are put on these - claiming they have "severe or major depressive disorder". So these antidepressants are actually making shit worse - its compounding the emotions. These disorders should be viewed as societal problems - instead of just excluding individuals - within that exclusion its like saying "this is why the world is the way it is - because of people like him". When this is not taking responsibility for the outflows/consequences of accepting - blindly accepting a system that is designed to coerce into selling your soul to making money. The money system is the primary cause of any and every single thing that happens in this world.
Now lets look at how this person in the recent colorado shooting could have stopped his own actions. First - breathe 4 counts in hold 4 counts - breathe out 4 counts hold 4 counts and just keep doing this- second - look at the way he is interacting with other people - stop/change these interactions in a way that would support his own well being - third find some sort of support through staying with a family member or friend till they could work through some of the thoughts/emotions/angers. Fourth: find a girlfriend as well being is usually directly correlated with intimacy, touch, companionship with females. Fifth: support themselves through trying to forgive specific thoughts that are causing them harm - first through writing then through saying the forgiveness out loud - doesn't have to be in front of someone just somewhere where they are comfortable - and also writing down the specific thoughts he was having and forgiving them - that would defuse the whole concept of what he was about to get into and cause him to take a look at what that means for himself and his life.
So as a society we must take responsibility for the actions of shooters who kill "innocent" women and children - because we as a whole as a society - as a governing body as humanity have actually created this entire incident. So there is no innocence in the system - everybody is responsible even those who these crimes are victims of - that may sound harsh but if you look at how this actually works - anybody is responsible for anything that ever happens/occurs to them - as per requirement of yourself as god - you create everything in essence - so no there may be no direct relation between these people - but these people are in the system/as the system - and have accepted and allowed this system - not implying that they deserve this - but it is an outflow of their acceptances/allowances - just the same as - these people /their children anybody can all of the sudden get shot by anybody at any moment - because in general everybody is mentally instable - and actually insane. And have you wondered about the amount of guns that are available to anybody at any time? Pretty scary. Give up the guns!
Many would claim that suffering is the human condition - declaring this within itself will not change or cannot change is a fallacy. Many say unless the peak of suffering is reached - wherein at this point humans suddenly decide that no more suffering will be allowed - as if saying "we've had enough of this suffering - time to move on to something different" - then change will not happen and I mean thats even if we have the guts to do so after going through immense suffering. Consider this: there is already massive abuse taking place within our society, ecosystems, abuse of animals/plants - that we have not really considered thus far - so suffering/abuse is immense already. And to decide that humanity must go through immense suffering is not logical - consider what you are saying when you say this - that you must go through immense suffering - see its not logical.
see "Blind Spot" documentary for more perspective on blind consumerism/selling your soul to making money
Saturday, December 15, 2012
Self-Forgiveness
There was a moment at my apartment clubhouse where there was a girl there that I find attractive and cute and could be fun to hang out with - we didn't speak to each other and I felt guilty and bad that we didn't talk. I asked for my parking pass and they gave it to me. I felt insecure around the three and didn't feel as though i could be around them self-honestly. I felt angry for the way I interacted with them. I kept going back to this moment in my mind and all of the past associations with this girl specifically and a guy that was there as well. I experienced myself as guilty and regretful for who I have been towards these two people in the past. I experience fear with regards to speaking to this woman with regards to saying hi or whats up. I didn't like how I experienced myself afterwards as regretful, guilty, and angry. I kept on going back to these past moments with these people in my mind. I felt regretful that I wasn't self-honest enough to ask this girl if she wanted to hang out whenever I first met/saw her.
I experienced regret that I did not take the initiative to get to know this girl and find out who she is and how she lives her reality? I find myself going back when I had the thought of asking her if she would like to hang out sometime but then I physically didn't do it - and now there is sort of that regret every time I see her again. Or more so there is an awkwardness between me and her maybe because she thinks I'm cute but I have no way of knowing that unless she expresses her interest. And maybe there is fear that she won't want to hang out with me so there is that comfort of remaining the way our relationship is today(nonexistent). But its like I don't know how to express interest in her without just coming out and saying that is the truth.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear talking to this girl who I think is cute.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear letting go of the desire to be in a relationship or girlfriend/boyfriend type of deal with this particular woman.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought "this girl likes me - I can tell".
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought "this girl won't go out with me - she is too cool".
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought "this girl thinks I am a nut".
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought "this girl wants to be in a relationship with me".
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought "this girl wants to be together with me".
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought "this girl wants to be my girl".
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the visual imagination of me talking to this woman in the clubhouse of my apartments.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the visual imagination of this woman and I in a relationship.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the visual imagination of this woman coming up to me or my car and talking to me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the visual imagination of this woman and I having intercourse.
I commit myself to stop these visualizations, imaginations and thoughts of having sex with this woman and or being in an intimate relationship to this woman.
I experienced regret that I did not take the initiative to get to know this girl and find out who she is and how she lives her reality? I find myself going back when I had the thought of asking her if she would like to hang out sometime but then I physically didn't do it - and now there is sort of that regret every time I see her again. Or more so there is an awkwardness between me and her maybe because she thinks I'm cute but I have no way of knowing that unless she expresses her interest. And maybe there is fear that she won't want to hang out with me so there is that comfort of remaining the way our relationship is today(nonexistent). But its like I don't know how to express interest in her without just coming out and saying that is the truth.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear talking to this girl who I think is cute.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear letting go of the desire to be in a relationship or girlfriend/boyfriend type of deal with this particular woman.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought "this girl likes me - I can tell".
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought "this girl won't go out with me - she is too cool".
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought "this girl thinks I am a nut".
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought "this girl wants to be in a relationship with me".
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought "this girl wants to be together with me".
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought "this girl wants to be my girl".
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the visual imagination of me talking to this woman in the clubhouse of my apartments.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the visual imagination of this woman and I in a relationship.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the visual imagination of this woman coming up to me or my car and talking to me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the visual imagination of this woman and I having intercourse.
I commit myself to stop these visualizations, imaginations and thoughts of having sex with this woman and or being in an intimate relationship to this woman.
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