You're an ignoramus because you think communism is bad or doesn't work. You are right it doesn't work for you. You would rather have all the goods to yourself if only you had that one shot that one chance of getting all the goods to yourself. Bogus bullshit because the chances are virtually nihl.
So why don't you just consider something that will actually work for you and everybody as an equal chance as everybody gets the same amount of goods each week ?