day 314

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of future conflicts in the U.S. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of doing what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of having nothing to live for or be a part of that is worthwhile and :good for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of my own tendencies towards self abuse and self destruction.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of telling others what I expect of them and from them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hate myself, who I am, and what I stand for. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought 'I hate my life, I just want to die'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the though ' life sucks and ill never get out of this predicament'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought 'this life sucks'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the consequences for my actions as what I have accepted and allowed within and as me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the uncertainty in my mind/body.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of the mystery or unknown in life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of interacting and talking with my neighbors.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be shy and reserved and fearful towards women.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of being cast out by my family, my peers, and society at large and the universe. 

Day 313

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of the future conflicts in the United States.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of doing what is best for all. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of having nothing to live for or be a part of that is worthwhile and good for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of my own tendencies towards self abuse and self destruction. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of telling others what i expect of them and from them.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of changing my starting point from purely self interest to what is best for all. 

Day 312

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for what i have accepted and allowed.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to do what is best for all instead of just thinking about what is best for me or 'suits me now'.

What am I 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of doing my self forgiveness around others or within the vicinity of others fearing that they will judge me. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be driven by fear instead of using common sense and whats best for all as my meatric when doing anything.

Day 311

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of love.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the people around me. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear stopping drugs. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the thought " i need drugs to be ok'.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of standing up for myself.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear commitment. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i am greater than or better than other people. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my experiences on drugs are real. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear the coronavirus and the hysteria surrounding it. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to try and control outcomes with the people in my life. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear being honest with myself as well as others in our relationships. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be inundated with timidness while in the presence of people close to me. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to control the people in my environment. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to hide behind depression which is only just an attempt to control outcomes with the people in my environment. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to try and control everybody in my life to do what i want them to do and be what i want them to be. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear giving as i would like to receive.