Day 311

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of love.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the people around me. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear stopping drugs. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the thought " i need drugs to be ok'.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of standing up for myself.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear commitment. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i am greater than or better than other people. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my experiences on drugs are real. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear the coronavirus and the hysteria surrounding it. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to try and control outcomes with the people in my life. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear being honest with myself as well as others in our relationships. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be inundated with timidness while in the presence of people close to me. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to control the people in my environment. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to hide behind depression which is only just an attempt to control outcomes with the people in my environment. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to try and control everybody in my life to do what i want them to do and be what i want them to be. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear giving as i would like to receive. 

Day 310

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to see the dishonesty inherent within people including myself.

Day 303

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of being poor, homeless, or having no money.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of not having a partner for sex and being single.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of asking for anything.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of not having the things that i desire.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of going without the things i desire such as drugs and cigarettes.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of lying whenever it is best for all.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to deny what i really need in self honesty.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to see what i really need in self honesty.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of what i really need and thus fear changing as a result of adhering to that.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of changing in self honesty.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of getting another job.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of starting a new career somewhere.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of life.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of starting a new life.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the belief that i need someone or something oytside of me in order to be happy.

Day 307 - Andrew Yang Drops Out

The way that he dropped out of this campaign was awfully suspicious. Almost as if it were sort of planned this way all along and that he was just here to introduce the UBI to the public but definitely would not win the election nor come even close. Which he didnt and ended up spending 6 million in the first primary state without even placing 5th i believe.

I believe that the establishment has their eyes on Warren to win and lead the country into whatever new stuff they have in store for us. And by 2028 we will have a UBI in the U.S. for every adult 18 and older. And this President will peferably be an african american female. That could be stretching it but its possible.