Day 269

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for the financial and social position that i am in now and within that compare myself to others and judge myself through the lens of comparison as what I should be or could be if i had made different decisions and choices in the past.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to compare myself to others through the lenses of superficiality regarding looks, money, and sex.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to unconditionally accept myself and work to get better everyday, accomplish more, and feel more accomplished day by day rather than constantly judge myself through the lens of the past of what i couldve done differently so that i would be in a different place today.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to treat money as a restriction within my mind and being whereas constantly seeing money or the lack thereof as this restriction constantly imagining it within those bounds thus in my mind always seen within the taintedness of limitation as restriction rather than a floodgate to possibilities or a key to boundless expression and the gift that is here to acquire whatever i am imagining.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to see money as the key to new heights in expression rather than the barrier to experience or express myself or move myself in ways i cannot begin to imagine.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the utmost fear of not having money in the scope that i dream of or at least feel is respectable to do the things that i want and experience the life that i want to experience, and thus fear what i accept and allow in my life and the choices i make that would inhibit that from happening including my choices of friends, partners, mentors, jobs, clothes, location, housing, and even the car i drive.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the projection of being stuck in the rat race barely getting by and to fear this possibility.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear and the projection of ending up poor, rich and miserable, or in prison.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to constantly make excuses for why the business is not bringing in any money.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to resist doing manual labor and resist doing physical tasks that need to be done even when i dont want to do them.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to wish for a simple and easy shortcut around my problems and into the life i always dreamed.

Day 268

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of taking responsibility for myself financially, mentally, spiritually, socially, and ethically in ways that are self honest and best for all.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of answering to only myself as far as my financial and social responsibility towards myself and those in my life.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that anything ia free in this world and that even when people are supporting me then that support is free unconditionally asit all comes from somewhere regardless and in the current system all debts must be repaid and that life costs money regardless of what those who may give such support may have me believe to make me more comfortable.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of what would happen if i took responsibility for myself and my personal expenditures it requires to support me to live.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of letting things happen without trying to control outcomes in attempts to protect my ego and limitations and therefore i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear entering the unknown of life unconditionally without trying to control things and people in my environment along the way.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of moving with the flow of life.

Day 267

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of being on my own through going homeless and seeking out support then picking myself up from there to build my life.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of making money through alternative means that are against the typical grain of how youre supposed to make money accodding to the system.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of taking financial risks that potentially can pay out big time.

I forgive myself that i have nkt accepted and allowed myself to believe that taking financial risks can pay out big time.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to believe and me and my partners abilities to make money in alternative ways that are against the mainstream consciousness of making money.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to open my eyes to the potential of making big money from little known and little sought after ways to do so.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to be open to the possibilities and avenues of making money that little seek out and much less do.

Day 266

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of getting a job.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of getting a lawyer.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of getting a low paying job.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of renewing my self confidence.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of going out in public to get a job instead of waiting on my phone for someone to reach me or call me for a job.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of being seen in nice dress clothes.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of letting go of people that