Day 115

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought "this world is doomed by self dishonesty".

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought "this world is doomed by the self dishonesty of Men and women together".

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought "this world is totally doomed and fucked to hell for all eternity".

Day 114

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of being out on the streets with no money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of going through hell before I can become self honest.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of losing people in my life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of going to prison.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of being without certain people in my life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought "I hate life for what it has done to me in all facets of my self image and self creation".

Day 113

Defining, Redefining, and Living Words

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of the process and experiment and practice of defining,redefining, and living words.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of defining a word within myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of redefining a word within myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of living a word as myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of living words.

Day 112

I feel terrible today. Don't really know why. I wish I could I just fucking get my shit together and be happy.