Day 63

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of being a part of life and people's events and interactions.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of misusing or abusing another's power and self for my own personal wants and desires.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of misusing or abusing one's empathy for the purpose of my own self centered goal or objectives.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the misuse and abuse of another's sympathy and empathy for my own self-conceded control over one's mind and body.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the belief that I must control outcomes and situations to fit my liking.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the belief that I must control people, outcomes, and situations in order to feel appreciated and humble.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear that I am just an abuser and lack empathy or compassion for others.

Day 62

I care about my life.
I care about myself.
I care about me.

I care about who I am becoming.
I care about the nature of reality.
I care about how the mind works.

I care about the mind and how it works.
I care about all life equally. 

Day 61

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed money to be 'the root of all evil' in this world.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of the idea of money being 'the root of all evil' in this world discern and dictate the relationship that I create to money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of the 'root of all evil'.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear of the possibility of the 'root of all evil' tearing down and destroying what life I have left on earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the fear that money as 'the root of all evil' will destroy and annihilate the human being made in self-interest.

Day 60

Today I got up later around 7:45. My alarm went off at 6:00 and I woke up to it but I didn't get up I still had the desire to sleep in till I absolutely had to get up and get going to go to work. I want to start getting up earlier in the morning around 6:00 to prove to myself that I have some self-discipline and self-mastery to avoid the mind possession that comes with sleeping too much.

I commit myself to start getting up at 6:00 in the morning and start my day with tasks that may need to be done that didn't get done the night before and leave myself time to write in the morning so that I can be more effective and more self-willed throughout the day.