Day 274

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of telling the truth when it is necessary and best for all to do so.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to see and take advantage of solutions that are presented to me in my reality at the moment.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to be honest with myself in all that i do and speak of with my close personal relationships.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to see and implement solutions that are best for all within my close personal relationships and with my intimate partners.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to be intimately honest with myself within and as who i am within and around my close personal relationships.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to stand as the point of change within and as my environment and face the people in it.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to have the courage and the will to speak up to abuse and the people in my close environment.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to give in to temptations that i know are not good for me, the people in my life, and for all in general.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to give myself the courage, the strength, and the will to do or say what must be done or said as that which is best for all life.

Day 273

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of working full time.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of getting up early and going to work on time.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of doing things / tasks around the house.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of starting a new job near my house.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of stepping outside of my comfort zone and changing my circumstances.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of being a manager.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of reinventing myself and my life.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of doing what is right, what is best, or what is self honest.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to enstill confidence in myself and my abilities.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to give myself the right to direct things in my life and within my personal relationships.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to see opportunities, solutions, and chances to direct my reality, make changes in my life, and make a difference in mine and others lives.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to be able to see and take advantage of opportunities that present themselves that make a difference in mine and others lives.

Day 272

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to flow with the expression of a woman in real time without fear and hesitations.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i can only be satisfied through attaining the image projections of women that i have always desired and that to attain this in a relationship is the holy grail of relationships.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to give myself the credit to not feel remorse and regret after an interaction knowing that i expressed myself in the moment without trying to control the outcome.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as less than whenever i have stifled an opportunity i wanted to remain open and instead seemingly closed it very quickly.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of talking with new females and to be attracted to them.

Day 270

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to see realise and understand the dynamic behind how winners are able to win in the money system and how losers stay losers.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of being a loser or always remaining a loser through not understanding how to win, being trapped in a losers mentality by default or by necessity, and/or by the people i surround myself with the same mentality.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to doubt my ability to win in the money system.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my sole purpose in this reality is to win in the money system.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to have faith that what is best is yet to come.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to have the faith in myself in my potential and destiny that i may be a part of the new paradigm of the system that is what is best and yet to come.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear what is best.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed the fear of doing what is best.